What a way to end my day: Sitting along the side of a busy freeway during “rush hour”. Even the weather was working against me as the mist became droplets of rain from out of the dark threatening clouds of an autumn storm.
The delivery deadline for an order of imprinted T-shirts going to one of my customers was cascading down to the wire and here I sit with a flat tire. As I began to assess my crisis, I shot up a “flare” prayer with thanksgiving that the “blow-out” in my right front tire in the 3rd land of a 4 lane freeway didn’t cause a major accident for me or anyone else. That was a miracle in and of itself.
Over the years of my life and journey with Jesus, I have seen and experienced many miracles of God’s Divine Hand of intervention, so I acknowledge when His hand moves, whether to protect or provide or comfort me in my daily experiences. Today, I am thankful for the safety that brought my vehicle to rest on the side of the road.
“No problem”, I thought to myself. “Even as a middle-aged woman, I can still change my own tire”. The Lord is my constant companion, so my thoughts and petitions always flow to Him as the circumstances unfold.
My thoughts became quiet words, “Lord, you know my fear of being a woman alone on the side of the road, with all the crazies in the world today. It’s getting dark and starting to rain but I ask you to make me invisible and have no car stop to help. We can do this together. I don’t need anyone but You.”
With my protective shields up, I went about the task of locating the spare tire, jack, tire wrench and all that I would need to change the tire. All the equipment was found, so I proceeded with the personal confidence that I could do what was necessary. “I am woman, after all”.
I put the wrench to the lug nuts and tried to twist them off. Over and over trying each one, but none would yield to my strength or my determination. Then the stark reality hit. These lug nuts must have been put on with a machine at the factory because I couldn’t get them to budge off the tire rim.
I prayed again, this time a little more specifically. “Lord, I need more strength. Please give me more physical strength. I need these lug nuts removed.”
Suddenly, a man walked up from behind me. I turned to see who could be on the side of the freeway in this remote place with no vehicle in sight. The man looked a little scruffy, but he spoke kindly to me, “You look like you could use some help.”
I found my voice amid the confusion of trying to “figure” him out. “Yes, I could use some help. I can’t seem to get these lug nuts off. I’m not strong enough”.
The stranger instructed me to go to the driver’s seat and keep my foot on the brake. I did as I was told and, in a few minutes, when I saw him stand up at the side of the vehicle, I rejoined him by the tire that was flat..
He said to me, “do you think you can take it from here?” I told him I could, and I thanked him for his help. I looked at the lug nuts sitting in the hubcap and back to the place where he had been standing and he was gone.
He just disappeared. That was weird, but then the lug nuts were removed just like I asked in my prayer petition. I was exhilarated by what just happened and now I could finish the job of changing the tire and be on my way, with yet another personal experience and testimony of my Lord’s gracious attention to my needs.
As I sat there for a moment pondering the situation, I found myself shaking my head at the humorous reality of it all. I asked for the lug nuts to be removed and that is exactly what I got. “Why”, I asked myself, “did I not ask the man for help changing the tire?”
I couldn’t help but laugh at the lesson the Holy One was teaching me in this experience. How many times have my prayers been incomplete? How many times has the Lord been so willing to send help for the task at hand, but pride or ignorance or even fear got in the way? I could only take a deep breath and sigh for this classic example of half the need expressed even as the answer itself was complete.
I could only speak of my regrets to the One who sent help in response to my cry.
I looked at the lug nuts again and rejoiced at the answer to what I had asked my Lord to do, while confessing the sheer stupidity of not asking for all I needed.
We had a good laugh together and I tucked this lesson into my heart. Talking to myself, “I daresay I won’t make that mistake again, but if only I had asked for the complete need to be met and the tire changed. I could be back on the road already. Now I have to finish the job”…blah…blah…blah.
Suddenly, another, different man walked up behind me. I turned again to see who was on the side of the freeway in this remote place with no car in sight. He looked a little scruffy but spoke kindly to me THE EXACT SAME WORDS, as the first stranger had spoken, “you look like you could use some help”.
This time, without hesitation I conveyed my complete need. “Yes, I could use some help changing this tire.”
This other “stranger” looked at the lug nuts in the hub cap and said, “At least you got the lug nuts off”.
I related to him how the “other” man had come to my aid and removed them for me. Then he asked, “Don’t you think it strange that he would remove the lug nuts but not change the tire?” By then the whole insane situation became quite clear and his question provided the opportunity to put it into words. I replied, “Not really, when you consider how I prayed for help. That was all I asked for!”
The man just smiled.
He quickly and efficiently finished changing the tire. I asked him if I could give him some money or a ride somewhere, since it was starting to rain harder and I saw that he had no vehicle. He replied, “No thanks, I am just going to go sit under that tree over there”, and he pointed to a big tree on the down slope side of the freeway. This time I watched as the man walked away. Sure enough he took his place under the tree.
Nothing the Lord does surprises me anymore. It always brings up a deep sense of His Presence. The supernatural unexplainable ways He deals with me just sets my heart to praise Him. Who knows, maybe someone else will be coming along the road needing this “angel’s” help.
As I got back onto the freeway, I could picture my Lord smiling, the lesson having been learned. And it only took me two tries to get it.
The questions continue to vex my “need to know” mentality. So who were these two men I met up with on the side of the freeway that day? Were they just two homeless humans sent by the Lord to the exact co-ordinates on my life map with a heart to help a woman in distress?
Were they supernatural beings who took on the body of flesh for a moment in eternity to aid and assist a child of their Master?
Whoever they were in “reality”, they were the ones I needed to learn a little more of the deep mysterious ways of the One who died for me over 2000 years ago, Jesus, the Christ.
The Lord has told me in His Word that He will never leave me nor forsake me. Does He really care about all the details in my life? This mysterious encounter with beings sent at His command to help me when I needed a hand in the situation I was facing are yet more convincing evidence that He does.
I need to humbly confess that I am no one special. What the Lord does for me, He will do for any and all who call upon Him for help. Does He always send visible angels? No! Does He always do things the way I expect? Not even close! But can I always trust Him to be here with me? Absolutely!
These are some of the days that make life with the Creator the most exciting and interesting life we can live this side of Heaven.
The Holy Spirit is calling. Can you hear Him?